Hardest, Saddest, Baddest.

hell yeah, Im totally having the hardest month you know.
There's a problem. Biggo problem.
I want to ignore it, I really want to, I just cant.
I feel guilty for this you know.
Hey, I know I was wrong.
Believe me, I know.

You know, I cant let myself to dissapoint anyone.
At least, Im trying to not to, I always do.

But...........That's what Im trying to say.
I dissapoint someone.

"SAYA KECEWA SAMA KAMU!"

There. She said it.

Well yeaaaah I cried.
It's okay, I let the teachers knew that I was sad.
That I felt guilty for this, you know.

It didn't end just like that,
They kept blaming me.
Hey believe me, I know I was wrong..
I didnt mean to blame anybody, you know.
I've to blame myself for this.
Promise myself to never let this kinda thing happen again.

They were right, I was wrong, I know that, from the beggining.

I wish I could take it back,
I wish I could turn back the time.
I wish I could...
But you know I just couldnt.

Yes, Im having the hardest month.
Because "Surat Pemanggilan Orangtua" laying down beside me, on my desk.